Hey

I took a drive in the night, with all the pain, in search for a safe krutch, but its yet to find my name, ill sit or lay in the pouring rain, to write you this song, because other songs out there are all the same. Ill reflect on lifes bad choices, because none of mine have been good, and ill try to reach out to you here in NYC, and to grab. your soul and it still wont be enough of you for me. so i sent you a piece of my heart in the mail, ive been waitin on yours and its been a living hell. When I step on that stage and sing a melody, with every stroke of your piano, dear please think of me, and Ill be close to you, as you are to me when I rock the stages and venues of NYC.

He picked me up, a disgusting leaf fallen off its tree, and took me back to the place where Im supposed to be.

I remember what you wore on the first day, you came into my life and i thought hey, you know.. this could be something.. Cause everything you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breathe away, and now im left with nothing.. And im thinkin .. Two is better than one..

I'll bleed my heart out on this paper for you, so you can see what I can'tsay, Im dying here, cause I cant say what I want to, I'll bleed my heart out just for you.

Youre a memory, a sweet dream, a melody in my head. I feel my whispers are dead, as I lay here in this empty bed, where my beating heart used to be layed on by your head. All of this is true. I cant stay awake because im thinking about you. Cant fall asleep bc im always dreaming of you.

I am with you, I will carry you through it all, I wont leave you, I will catch you, when you feel like letting go cause YOU'RE NOT ALONE. Red- Not Alone

Im done trying to piece together the broken emotions that you lost for me after that night, i dont wanna fight, i am unsure of my future at this minute, but ill grant you your desire and make sure youre not in it. The only goodbye that im happy with is from the hellos that wassaid in my car, at the creek, the one with less tears than i have here. When i hugged you that night, and when i kissed your soft cheek.... ALL I CAN DO ANYMORE IS CRY THRU WHAT I WRITE, bc otherwise you will never never know the love i tried to show you from the departure to Atlanta and from this silent lonely night...live your life and live it well, bc without you in mine, its gonna be a temporary emotional hell.

For every temporary memory there is a presence of happiness and involvement of an emotion that cannot be replaced or forgotten.

Sittin in this cold , unforgiving train station hearing above, the rain. Forgetting the side of love thats sane, forgeting your face and your laugh and your name...